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[Nov. 7th, 2008|09:12 am] |
well, i guess yesterday was pretty unexpected, i conditionally promoted! haha, im pretty happy to hear that but knowing the amount of work i have to start working on to build my foundation.. i rather retain haiz.
well, shes retaining, im going up..i really wanna retain, not because of her but i dont think i can handle j2 well, but the shitty thing is all conditionally promoted students can only promote or get kicked out, there is no retaining and my parents dont allow me either! zzz, wat can and must i do to make her feel better? sigh.. |
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| i love you baby!(: |
[Oct. 23rd, 2008|12:42 pm] |
yesterday was my birthday. haha, and debbie did lots of stuff for me. as in i appreciate it a lot especially her gift! its practical yet sentimental at the same time. haha.
well, got back my results today. i got E,S,S H1-B zzz. its like a botherline score, may retain may not, hoping for all the best lah but im seriously ok retaining.
well, debbie didnt do that well, sigh, perhaps its due to me.. like somehow or rather i feel very guilty that she did so badly, like i wasted a year of her life.. haiz.
but i'll retain alright debbie, and i'll accompany u. i belive the both of us will do well next year, dont give up!
ok, thanks for everything debbie, i appreciate it a lot!(: |
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[Oct. 16th, 2008|01:13 pm] |
im gonna retain..haiz, surprisingly, i aint affected at all. im feeling more upset that i may not even get to retain! perhpas, its because i had the mindset already so i didnt feel that bad at all.
ok, on the happier stuff,
baby baked cookies for me and went to my block to pass it to me, i was seriously very very touched when she did that, after that, we had a good talk on how to improve ouselves further more. i really cant bare to leave this school if i cant retain and leave her behind. i would be so upset.. haiz haiz
i so so so so love her!(: |
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| fuck this shit bitch |
[Oct. 9th, 2008|01:39 pm] |
fuck dude, pw is like so fucked up. i mean i do admit i haven been doing much at all, really little and stuff, no initiative at all to ask stuff,
but the fucking problem is that its been like that from the start, from the start i've been like deemed the RESEARCH BOY, my job is just to sit still and research, my group is a powerhouse group, people are like fucking trying to fight and see who does more damn work or stuff. its my fault, i aint blaming anyone but fuck dude, stop saying as though i dont do shit? however lil i do, i complete what im asked to. perhaps its just fucked up. i can do project group with grace and berhan, i like them i enjoy their company but wtf, my pw is just ... people are like i do this u do that i do this, spencer, u do the research, easy job aint it? so i said yes i'll do it. and it makes it out like i didnt do no fuck work at all.
fuck it lah, seriously, worst comes to worst, i fail my pw it doesnt really matter to me seriously. bloody pw doesnt even matter in universities at all. its used a shitting bonus, not a grade. forget it dude.
life sucks.
and mrs fazleen gonna talk to me now..wtf. |
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| man, this is bullshit |
[Oct. 7th, 2008|10:51 am] |
here i am stuck in this school doing my pw work when SOMEBODY is out there enjoying life since her school ended at 10?! wth man, life is seriously unfair..
well, exams was great except for math, hope i do promote that is.
zzz, this blogs dying, i cant find time to blog and theres nothing for me to blog bout it.. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2008|04:51 pm] |
zzz, wats wrong with me and whats wrong with her?
could it be im expecting too much?
is it that difficult to give in?
haiz, shant care..
i'll just take a nap and hope it goes away
well well, promos in 6 days, that less then a week! i hope im ready zzz.. |
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| zzz. |
[Sep. 5th, 2008|11:06 am] |
zzz, hey blog, its been long again since i last blog and i realised this is an avenue where i can say my frustrations..
joash, i didnt mean to ps u alright, my friends really told me there was a treat, there was suppose to be a treat but because most of us came late which is why it was cancelled, i had no damn intention of psing u at all.
i know ya pissed at me for wat happened and ya not calling me on outings and stuff, i would be lying if i said it doesnt affect me at all. think bout it, im always there whenever u need people to play soccer? i've nvr ps u even once before? argh.. nvm
ya my secondary school senior and i respect u alot as a friend and as a senior, i dont want to feel zzz over such a small matter, if it was other people, seriously, who gives a *fu**?? i dont really care, but because we are being cultured in the same school and i thought u would understand.
if ya pissed or anything after reading this post, i dont know wat to say. i've just said what i wanted to say. fullstop.
life still goes on no matter what. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2008|06:36 pm] |
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Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2008|06:24 pm] |
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i nearly died out of laughter seeing this photo!
wat should i say? hmm, its rather funny though. :D
actually its REALLY funny! HAHAHA.
love ya :D |
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| blogging can be sooooo tiring |
[Aug. 30th, 2008|11:53 am] |
haha, hey blog, its been like soooooo long since i last blog, now i know why some of my friends blogs are considered "dead", its really hard to find time to blog given all the hectic schedule and for the fact that my com is in my moms room.. well anyway, teachers day was yesterday and i must admit it was quite fun, pjs concert was alright, the only thing worth remembering was the dance and shaz's performance, but on the whole, well dont council!(: haha.
well, i left 3/4 during the concert to meet debbie at lot 1 because she was such an auntie! talk about reverse psycology, "its ok lah, u dont have to rush down, but im gonna leave at 11.30 and its either u eat real fast or u go back school alone" .. wat an ass. obviously i'll leave earlier right! haha shes pretty good at playing mind games i must say.
so after meeting her i went to fairfield alone cause she had to meet her friend in town to shop or something. well, fairfield smells the same and nothing much has changed, its feels really good to be back in a place where you feel ya accepted, the familiar places and faces. due to a series of unfortunate events, the teachers were gone so i didnt get to meet anyone of them but hey, guess wat, all of my good friends were there, the feeling was really great seeing them again, talking and cocking. after that we played soccer in school and we played for like 3 hours??? which was seriously really really really tiring. actually i reckon the last 1 hour was lengthen as we couldnt score the final goal but finally amar did so well, my team won and saved us the lil energy we had.. phew.
after that we went to eat at holland burger king, imagine like 15 of us walking into burger king.. zzz and my friends aint the quiet sort of people, it was freaking noisy i swear, and i met pj people there too, so embarrassing but well, secondary school friends are like that. haha.. and after that, i had to go to queenstown library to study till 9..
zzz. its was super boring and i was tired. but guess wat, i met nerene, is her name spelled like that? i dont know. but ya, met her sat at the same table and slept in front of her haha. quite funny then we ate dinner together, talked bout lots of crappy stuff and i realised that shes from NEW TOWN? wow, amazing she didnt turn into a ah lian, not bad. haha.
went home, sleep fullstop.. another brand new day tommorow.. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2008|12:28 pm] |
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haha, here i am in school now posting this entry.
haha i saw debbie today and she was walking like a duck, haiz, i feel so bad for causing her to sprain her ankle but i had so much fun on Sunday! cant wait for this sunday.
so much work for so lil time, i wonder if i can ever finish all of them and do well for promos. pressure pressure.
ok, i guess there isnt anymore to write about. tata! |
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[Aug. 17th, 2008|09:01 pm] |
dang, today was the bomb man, went studying with debbie at Ntu. Was pretty fun except that it was not a productive day cause ... haha but nonetherless, it was really fun! haha. and deb sprained her leg because of me which made me feel really really bad! haiz.. well, im studying at home now doing online work.
chinas pawning us in table tennis! haha but i must say its a good achievement for Singapore to reach the finals, but then again, its not Singapore whose playing exactly, its more like China export Vs China but anyway, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK SINGAPORE!
lastly, life sucks without rugby, it sucks everytime i see my friends going for rugby while im stuck studying. i mean how to concentrate right? rugbys like my passion and a sport for me to let loose anger and steam. haiz no rugby, no life. and we are gonna play jjc like in 3 weeks and im super afraid i cant even get to play??.. that would suck so bad.rugby rugby, pls come back. now, the only hope for me to play is to study hard and perhaps after promos if i do promote, i will have a chance to play rugby again. |
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